♥ Don't be a cunt t(~_~t)

Self medicating is what I do best.

Self medicating is the only thing that let’s me function.

Without it I’ll just sleep all day to avoid crying. Then I’m stuck up all night crying anyway.. fuck.

You don’t understand how hard this hit me. On top of everything else.

I can’t do it.

highlllooo ;*

Time to take a long hot shower and then make myself hot so you feel like shit when I come over.  (-:

Called you and yelled at you.. I feel better but then you make me feel dumb like I have no reason to be mad.

See you at 6 to get my stuff and ‘hangout’ probably for the last fucking time.

I’m upset but more importantly, mad. Just fuck you. I’m not stupid. If you’re gonna pretend to care and say you’re gonna try and actually don’t, I don’t need that. And from what it seems, you and your ‘friend’ were both up all night, with no sleep. AGAIN, I’m not fucking stupid. I just would like to go to your house one last time, get my stuff and give you a piece of my mind. Fuck you. Fuck you, FUCK YOU. I’m done. 

bit by bit..

Send me an ask for my number.

My twitter is mmmousy

Just be social with me peaseee.

I took a Valium and now I’m tired. Lovin’ it.

Sleeping so I don’t have to deal with what you’re doing to me.

Need closure..

Someone fix me. I’m sad again

So I present my senior project tonight.. And I did a practice run of my presentation for the first time and broke out in hives.. it was only in front of my brother.. Tonight’s going to go great!..